I am back!

Been stop posting for quite sometime...
Been feeling not well....
Becoz i been suffering from "morning sickness"...(Glad that the miserable time has passed...)

Yes, we'll be having a baby by year end... ;D

Back in Muar, my hometown now, leaving my darling hubby alone at China...
Missing him a lot, but becoz of better environment at home and i could have better care (hubby always worry i am alone at home at China during his workdays), better foods (mum's cooking) plus more convenient for doctor, so we decided to bear the "lovesick"....

Some might know this is actually my second pregnancy.
I have lost my first baby during my last pregnancy a year ago.
Forgive me that i had never talked or mentioned about this heart broken incident.
To me, it's really hard to tell about it.
I always treat it as one of my nightmare, a very very bad dream i ever had, although deep in my heart i know it is true.
Pretending it as nightmare is easier for me to let it go.

Due to the past, i feel anxious this time.
But nothing much i could really do beside being extra careful and always pray to God to bless this baby safe and healthy.